Monday, July 20, 2009

I'm Away...Again...---008

it's 10.25pm...
there's only snores in this building...
everyone in this building were on their way to their wonderland... some of them might have playing their ALICE...
but not me...
as i am going away from here soon... so soon that i cant catch up with my own pace...
not that i am dying, Choi... but the fact that i am going away for some ridiculous and stupid competition again...
it's all about archery again...
come to think of it, my whole teenage years have been occupied with it...
normal child would not have spent so much time on that particular thing...
or was it that what i did was whatever everyone did during their teens?
what i saw, right in my eyes was the fact that i did something special, different...
friends around me was like,'wow! so nice to have a chance to go outstation with friends again!'
is it?
it's just something i must do for the sake of becoming stronger, powerful...
accurate and consistent archer, a brave one...
yes, i do admit that i was different. i am an archer.. an unknown archer...
a friend of mine asked me somthing just now...
'what make's Bea so concentrate on her shooting? why couldnt we too?'
well, i cant' answer that kind of question as my answer is void... nothing...
archery was like... just a hobby now... right?
maybe, it wasnt my place to be here right now, where i am standing right now...
i could have been away from it, or away from my NOW self...
It's 10.40pm right now...
everyone in this building, was in their wonderland of alice... but not me...