The Break Ups... And the Marrriage

I've heard some of breaking ups recently. My tomodachi in Riam Tech.. And my dear's friend...

The fact that i Hate break ups will never change.. No one likes break ups..
However, those two break ups i've heard of, are mainly because of the so-called DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP thingy.

Well, it's not like distance relationship will never work. i've got two close friends who are having distance relationship. They did well as normally like how a DAY-DAY-STICK-TOGETHER-COUPLES did. They chat, they sweet-talk( no intimacy though), they fought, but still they stay close together. They meet only a few times in a year, another friend of mine didn't even get to meet with his GF because of his financial problem, he's only waiting for his gf to visit him when she's got the chance. The guy complaint to me that he was being useless but still they are doing great, as amazingly as i thought they are amazing for being able to maintain such an amazing relationship.

It's sweet, seeing couples stick together everyday, every hour, every minute. And as amazingly they won't get bored with each other, it's very amazing that they have each other in every seconds of their life. This kind of togetherness is not what every couples can withstand of. Different couples have different ways and style of maintaining their relationship and moving on with their lives. I am in between those two though. =)

But what makes a relationship a failure? Mainly, it's because of the lack of TRUST. There's several Main Trust that some couples need to know :-
1.Distance-Trust, ( Awww~ There's this thing call : 'even when we are apart, you'll always be in my heart', though sometimes i don't really approve on it. )
2.Togetherness-Trust,
3.Time-Spending-Trust, (give each other some personal time, the world is not always between YOU AND ME ONLY)
4.Money-Trust, 5.Intimacy-Trust, ( Once in a while, intimacy is needed. It keeps your relationship boiling. ^^ )
6.Opposite-Sex-Trust ( For some cases, homosexual did happen even when you are heterosexual. Be careful. LOL!)
7.Life-style-Trust 8.Honesty-Trust
9. blablabla
10. etc. ( slacking off....)

Well, every couple have their very own way to trust each other though. I just hate break ups and it doesnt change the fact that it's Prince William And Princess Kate's Marriage today! =)

Fractures of Emotion

It's uncontrollable, wasn't it? For me, it is. Once i settle down myself, my mind tends to wander around. While being in this state of mine, i wander towards it automatically. It's not like i purposely think about it, but it came in unintentionally. And so i let my mind wander. As i couldn't control what my true emotions are.

It's crystal clear, like how truthful an innocent kid is.

Care and gentleness.. It has been a while since i've felt them. =)

Silence kills, not directly but slowly. Just like a cancerous cell.

kioku heals, bit by bit but not a lot. =)

My Quote is true.

Life is Breathless. Pacing in a tremendous speed. My slow Footstep ain't catching up, until i hold onto it again.

Happy Easter Day =)

I've known nothing about Easter Day... I thought Easter was on Friday.. But Friday was Good Friday..

And I've known that Some Christians starved from Good Friday until Happy Easter Day. For a person like me who has never been extremely involved with Christianity and never have i been trying to learn about Christianity Deeply, what do you expect me to know? Those are new stuffs to me. I am still a child or maybe a baby when it comes to the world of Christianity.

I was born in a family who has no religious. But my cousins does. So did my BF. And so did my friends.

Among all of the religions, i love christian the most. I am not trying to attack other religions or so, i just love the way the Christian show their affections towards their Lord.

However, Christians are then subdivided to different Denominations. I've been exposed to S.I.B. , Methodists, and Roman Catholic. For S.I.B. and Methodists, I've involved myself with those youth activities and Sunday Schools. As For Roman Catholic's, i attended few times of Morning Mass and a Station of the Cross.

I found several differences between those three:-
1. I seldom saw SIB's kids or teenagers attending mass with their parents. Most of them went for Sunday schools or Sunday activities while their parents are attending the mass. i mean Most of them.
2. The Rhyme the SIB's sang during masses are very cheerful most of the time.
3. blablabla
4. etc etc etc
5. *yawns
....

I am tired... Gonna sleep soon.

The reason why i wrote this blog is because someone said i am not sincere. Okay Fine. How do you suppose a person to be sincere on something one hasn't known about, like immediately? I agreed with you when you first brought me there and i found it to be amazing because it was different from any other churches i've been attending in the past. The kneeling especially. I was told it is an act of respect towards Lord. You've told me not to kneel before Him when during that time i have no idea about what does kneeling mean. And now that i know what does kneeling mean, i've no idea who and how and at what state should a person be kneeling to our Lord.

Still.. Happy Easter Day.. =)

Home Alone =|

Tuna Bun?( H C B )

It was A fun day earlier. Hanging out with my old pals----> Archery friends. Not to mention meeting up with kimmie~ i need photos, PHOTOS for that.. =(

When i got home, there's no one so i thought they might be home by 6 or 7pm but still.... i am HOME ALONE...

i got bored... nothing to do actually... thinking of starbucks, starbucks, starbucks( ah siong T_T bring me to starbucks please T_T)....STARBUCKS...

Then i thought about my dear, hanging out with his Boyfriend( sigh, u must have had so much fun while i was sulking at home... T_T, both Eexin and Yeesian mentioned about you when i saw them at PC fair you know... Sigh... )

And so i made myself a Dinner..

Actually i microwaved it ONLY.... Ngahahahahaa.... A simple dish yet a homely feeling =)

You Won't get this if you are not Home =)

Between... I am having sore-throat out of nowhere.. Cis.... =(