Saturday, August 8, 2009

i dunno wat to say...
but there s sumtin that has been trappin me...
our storm hasnt go away...
it's still there, following us here and there...
but, one thing is for sure...
u will always be my best fren...
u will always be within my deep heart..
it's going to be a precious memory...
the mystical memories of us bein together, doin stupid things and stuff...
i knew tis was sumtin i needed to go through...
as god made me meet u, and together we ve been through sooo much, we walked through thousands of adventure, we smiled together, tears rolling over our cheeks together...
i ve always been a shy person, but i hated to admit that fact...
that night, u hugged me, saying that u cant live without me...
i really really was happy with that, but i duno wat to say...
all i can do was smile and say sumtin to calm myself down...
the embrace that u ve gave me...
it's too much for me to handle, because i was shy...
even till now... i am still a shy person...
i ve been realising that there's a wall between us, i tried to hit that wall, but it only crack a bit...
day by day... with more and more effort...
finally, it came to tis...
ahmi, u ll always be my best fren...
even though i dun dare to talk about the taboo between us, but i ll crash that taboo out and continue with our tomorrow...
and that necklace that we bought togethere, it's the symbol of our friendship...
that 's y i wear it everyday... i never told u tat but i ll jot it down here...
i am still shy... haha... i used my smile to cover it... i wonder if u realised the truth behind sum of my smile or not...
never mind if u dun... at least u ll noe from now... mayb...
i hate to say tis but, there's only a few months of middle skul life left.. let's cherish it together!!!!


PS: i tink the words are too bright... but it s the colour of our necklace...
Fyulong from 07-ghost, said tat...
All things born into this world,
are promise by the chief of heaven,
to live until obtaining their dreams,
and live according to their own will.
Within that,
true happiness is not somthing
which is granted by others,
it is whithin that a person chooses for himself.
Accept everything.
The thing called LIFE is precious.