Leaving...

Soon, My Uni life is gonna start.
And that means i was having farewell gatherings and dinners and all that.
Most importantly, I'll be leaving Miri.
Separating with my love ones.
Shoppings, Meet-ups, Dinners, Gatherings, Packing....
The last few days in Miri are quite tiresome lol...
Physically, as well as mentally.

Been helding back my feelings. Been going out with my beloved ones. Been spending time with him as much as possible. Been asked not to look back when i walk into the departure hall.

Whenever I look at those items he gave me, I have to keep a hold of myself.
Oh Gosh, I am just going to Kl larh. But why is it so sad lol?
Truthfully, the reason for being so emotional isbecauseofnotbeingabletostaybyhissidewheneverhewantsanymore.

Well, Here's what i wanna tell you.

Baby, okay i'll promise you i'll not look back when i walk into the departure hall. I'll try to stay as calm as possible as if i am just going for a vacation and you are gonna receive some candies when i come back from my vacation. So, remain a good boy kay baby?
Don't you dare naughty naughty with anyone and you guai guai kay? Don't make me worry. Study as wise as possible kay? When you are really really very stress up you can do whatever you think is right to relief yourself but i'd prefer you spam your stress on your computer. =X Don't you dare emo when i leave miri kay? If you emo i'll be even more emo and you should have known that very well.
I want my baby to stay sot sot and a bit wrong-wired. Be cheerful and be my cheeky chapie. Read your 9gags and stay kiddish. Even though i am not physically with you and that's the truth that sadden us the most but still I am always there for you.

I love you and will always do. =3