Beautiful weekend =)

The thought of not being able to go to the beach( again )?

Well of course i have had it.. Since the sky looks a bit dark and cloudy..

And it's Miri we are talking about, too much sunshine and too much raining ( so contradicting ).

But, 天助我也( God's standing on my side ). =)

Sisterssssssssssss..............................................

Realised the HairBand and the Pink Slippers On the wrong hands and legs? =D

Damn, Why is it your legs soooooooooo skinny.... T_T

My friend said I became fat LIAO... SAAAAAAAAAAAADD...

It was a beautiful Sunday, and i love it the way we enjoyed the SanPok and the ChitChat. =3

DAD...

Childhood Dream

I have no idea what has been filled inside your narrow mind.

What kind of kampung thoughts have you been occupied with.

I am absolutely unhappy about the fact that you judge people before you actually know them.

And then create stuffs about others.

You were given a chance to at least speak to the person i wanted you to know.

Yet, you stay inside the room not even wanted to show a FACE to others, not to say GREET.

When it comes to the peak moment, you carry out the FACT that you haven't know the person.

This is TOO ironic.

You are the one who does not want to know others and yet you blamed on i-don't-know-who.

Okay FINE.

My mum said you are really NARROW minded.

I x99999999999999999999999999999999 agree with it.

I saw how you performed during your work. Throw the phone? maybe you were too stressful that's why you did that. Luckily you didn't saw my flabbergasted expression for that tiny menee moment.

Maybe i am wrong, for PAK-TOR-ING at THIS AGE( WTH i am almost 19). And should focus on my STUDIES ENTIRELY. No wonder you don't seems to have a lot of LIFE in your LIFE. Only know study needs to focus entirely. But then i don't see any improvements in your STUDIES? you failed countless times when compared to mummy who's more open-minded.

DAD, what kind of century are you living in? it's the 21st already 21st okay? Even mummy accepts the 21st century way of thoughts already. And you still have no idea about how to use an e-mail?

Why am i crying? Because i can't control my feelings when i am in front of my FAMILY. I am showing you the real me. Unless you want a fake ME then i shall me faking in front of you EVERYTIME and once i get used to it you will not see the real me anymore do you want THAT?

Mummy said no wonder people don't respect you. I mean, even if you wanted to change, it will be quite impossible cause you have been like this for the past 50years?

Respect others is a need to be successful in one's life. Being respected is even more important to have a better life.

Your my dad that's why I respect you.

My Bio Assignment

Female Golden Snub Nosed monkey

Actually, the idea of doing an assignment about a monkey came from this one guy namely *** *** ****. He saw me the world's tiniest monkey some weeks ago. Then last week our BELOVED Biology teacher gave us an assignment. Without thinking twice, i gladly chose ONE-OF THE-ENDANGERED-MONKEY-SPECIES as my animal.

My pea brain only knows ORANG UTAN, which was one of the endangered monkeys but i don't want to do that cause it sounds LAME. So i browse through the IUCN redlist website, there's around 100+ of monkeys inside the red list. What the heck.

Then my friend gave me an idea. Try to find those endangered species that lives around us. And so i found this weird golden monkey. It's really weird because it has a SNUBBED NOSE.

The scientific name for it is Rhinopithecus. There are around 5 species named based on their hair colour i think. Nothing much about it anyway. except the fact that one of the sub-species, Myanmar Snub-Nosed Monkey which was found during October last year SNEEZES. Because when it rains the raindrops fall into the snubbed nose that's why it sneezes. =.=

I bloggged about it because just before i started doing my assignment this afternoon, i found out that the February's National Geographic has an article about it. Hey i never touched those National Geographic cause they are too LOSO~

However, the more i look into those snub-nosed monkeys, the cuter they are to me.. LOL!

Male Golden Snub nosed monkey

Random post =.=

3rD MontH. 99th Day =)

Together

Some says, After three months being in a relationship, the next three months are gonna be a tough one. Couples who are able to go through the next three months, are asked to not waste whatever they have done during the past half years to each other, and continue to step forward while holding on each other.

Reminiscing all those we have done together, it feels just like yesterday. Yea the quote is kinda old but indeed that's what I am feeling right now. This Third month we are having now, is also the 99th day.

In chinese, the pronounciation of the number 9 means long-lasting. It's not that i like to count or what, or maybe i really did love calculating this sort of thing. 99 days, all that we have gone through, accounts for 99 days only? those 99 days must have been a very long one, because we have been going through tonnes of stuff.. =)

Yea, the future still so far away and yet to be solved. May God bless those who still hold onto each other but have not legally occupied each other, let them have each other to be 991.

Happy 3rD Month and 99th Days Dear. =3

A New Sunday =)

Worshipping

It has been quite a long time, since i woke up so early. I am not officially known as an uni student yet, but most of my classes starts at 8 am every weekdays. Waking up so early on a Sunday, is a definite torture for an irreligious girl like me.

Feelings with sleepiness and laziness, i logged on my msn, knowing my dear over there is going to inform me via msn. I wasn't well prepared yet, when he nudged me. Knowing that it's almost time to be fully ready, i clicked on the yellow blinking window, and left it there while giggling at it. I continued with dressing myself, while feeling fearful for not wearing the right choice of cloth to a roman catholic church.

I've heard lots'a information about being a roman catholic. Friends told me about it's being impolite to wear jeans that sorta clothes to an RC church. But if it's Miri's RC they might not be that strict on how you wear they guess? So i wore my jeans and the blouse he gave me, as my first appearance in an RC church.

Feeling anxious, when we reached the church, almost all of the sits are occupied. The morning mass started at 7am but it has been fully loaded by our miri RC s citizens around 15minutes earlier. The whole mass was covered with silence. Except for the sound made by Jason's baby nephew.

The mass begins with some sort of "i've actually forgotten what is what". All i remembered was they need to kneel down for around three times if i am not mistaken. Some of them lifted up their hands up to their shoulder( i saw my dear did it too). And Jason's mum kneel down at the moment she put down her handbag on a chair, while lifting her limbs up too. I think it's sorta prayer..

And then there's this thing call Receiving. Only those who has confessed their sins can go for the Receiving. My dear doesn't. I teased him for having so many sins and have not confessed it since december( He told me about his mum asked him to go Confession during december). And i've learnt that those who divorced can Never go for Receiving anymore.

I saw Marky at the mass. Jeanne and Nina's mum too. At least the church is not a total stranger to me =)

Suddenly,He asked me to switch places with him. I was being obedient so i listened to him. I didn't realise that the sun was blazing it's heat onto me until i look at him. =3

However he's such a nasty guy for lying me that there's still an hour left for the mass where it actually ends in the next few minutes. =.=

Even though we didn't get to go to the beach AGAIN. for the third time i think? Just by reminiscing all those people who kneel down, and the heart warming church songs, and of course when He sang... =3 It's a heart warming sunday.

A Prayer

Fitting In

Have you ever been trying to fit into something? A dress? Or maybe a shoe? Or A car? I've always had problems when it comes to fit into trousers or jeans. That's because i've got a big butt and a kinda chicken-wing-shaped upper thigh. Oh ya, a big waist too =)

I still remembered the day i tried to fit into those levi's jeans you know. A first-timer has no idea about levi's are being categorized into numbers( men/ Boys/ Sir/ gentlemen) and all sorts of curves( women/ ladies/ girls/ mademoiselle). And all i know was, I AM LOOKING FOR A PAIR OF SKINNY JEANS.

It took me almost half an hour inside the fitting room, for i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA about the curve that suits me the most. In the end, i fit into a bold curve one and few days ago i measured myself according to the website http://www.levi.com.my/my/women/room/#intro and found out that i really suits bold curve the most. =.=

Well, this is not the reason why i decided to post a FIT IN topic. Fitting in does not imply to things you wear or use ONLY. One actually needs to fit into one's LIFE. Come on, what's the use of fitting into your shoes or dresses or anything that does not have any relevance to LIFE when you can't even get a LIFE?

Imagine you being there, in the middle of the crowd. Well it doesn't matter if you have TRUE friends surrounding you all the time because you will never get left out if you guys really are TRUE FRIENDS. But How if you are in a new area, where no one doesn't know you? And still you don't even dare to speak or ask or try to fit in. For god sake, what's the use of your mouth being zipped up all the time? Are you a Fish? Or the mouth is just for Decorations so that people will not run away calling ALIEN ON EARTH the moment they saw you? It's just a metaphore no big deal.

Even if you Can SPEAK doesn't mean that you definitely, 100%, sure, confirm, can fit into the crowd. For example, a 7-y-o kid was given a Bra and she wear it as a panty( I know i know it's just a metaphore!). Such a waste for the bra, aunty, you should have given it to me i am in need for BRAS.

Knowing what to talk at a certain situation is therefore very important to fit in. Here's an example of making your life a disaster:

A: Hi

B: *smiles

A: How's your holiday?

B: It's just okay.

A: What have you been doing the entire holiday then?

B: Nothing i guess. ( It's a FULL STOP)

A: Then doing NOTHING the entire holiday is OKAY?

B: Yeah.

A: Have you done your homework then?

B: Yea.

A: Then you call that as doing NOTHING?

B: Uh-uh.

A: *Sigh.. Then suddenly:" Whoaa a new Nike Bag!"

B: Yea.

A: Is that all?

B: Hurh? ( Finally a question mark)

A: Fine. *walks away

Never try to be B!. You are trying to fit in man fit in! B is soooo lame isn't it? Nah don't care it' just an example.

Among the crowds, there's actually a lot of people who are struggling and trying to fit into a life. Being yourself is good but don't live a lonesome life. Try to fit in while being yourself. If you are shy then try to be open step by step. I am just trying to fit in... that's all...

Will You Fit into My shoes? By Jason Chua

Sorry I didn't ask for your permission =D