Random Picture: Gave me the feeling of having lots of thoughts for the lady As if i know everything you do, as if i know everything about you.
But in fact i have been guessing the whole time.
What you have been doing?
where have you been?Did you do something i don't like?
All the wild guesses.
I wanted to know what you did, where you've been.
When a friend of mine sms-ed about you, straight away, i reply him. Because that's the only hint of your whereabout.
But i don't dare to ask more. I don't feel like asking more.
I don't even feel like asking your whereabout. Though i have been struggling with it. Been On and Off for quite a while.
At last i looked for something else which can distract me.
The moment i wrote about this, i can imagine your scent. the sweet scent you have been wearing on your hair.
Looks like i am deeply, in love with this particular guy.
Which i think i shouldn be doing.
Trying to make myself busy is the best option.
But then again you always pop-out of nowhere, distracting me.
I... I... I just have to sort myself a bit now...
Even though it's lovely to have your shadows in every bit of my life, But it turns out to be a disaster as well.
It's not that i am having any negative thoughts regarding our relationships... I don't want to end things at all. That's even stupid.
Maybe this long break is making my brain kinda messed up a bit.
I have no idea with all these gibberish i am typing about. Just feel like getting the mess out of my mind a bit.
Do whatever you think is right. Think whatever you think is wise. This is my solution. It's not concrete but i hope it will stay solid.
