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I think i'll work for half days tomorrow.

Dear, I don't think I m going to work. Sorry. I still love you kay.

There's nothing like CONSIDERING-WHOSE-MONEY-IS-IT when in a relationship.

Dear, please LEND me money Now. It's not nice being seen a guy taking money from his GF.

I am gonna BAN myself from SMOKING from today onwards.

Dear, four sticks is counted as an improvement for me d'ya know? It's hard to stop smoking.

WELL~~

I am being considerate.

I let you be all the time.

I want you to think on your own what's good and best for every reaction you DID.

LAO PO is the Biggest.

Oh is it?

Then can i ask you to stop Dota-ING?

No way.

I will never ask yo to do that.

I KNOW you will BREAK the PROMISE if i make you promise that.

I NEVER asked you to PROMISE me to STOP SMOKING.

Because I know you COULDN'T do it.

You always tell me about your life.

Well of course I am very willing to know bout it.

Cause, you are my BF and it's my RESPONSIBILITY to learn more about you and your life sounds more interesting.

For guys, it's like:

1. FRIENDS FOR LIFE

2. DOTA FOR LIFE

3. SMOKES FOR LIFE

Aahh... It's not for EVERY guys.

It's just for a CERTAIN and PARTICULAR guy.

Don't BLAME me for complaining it LOUD at HERE.

We don't like FIGHTS.

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I've been imagining you creating an XDO account like mine.

Dear, I know you will not change and play XDO for the sake of your GF.

I've been wanting a BF who does not smoke.

Dear, I know smokers that's why i don't make you Quit smoking.

I've been yearning to buy this and that for XDO.

Dear, I SAID and TOLD you that i will not buy so i won't.

For me, XDO is like a drug that i am addicted to and you being there with me is my painkiller for not taking the drug.

I know what's good and best for me so i stop investing money on SDO for THE TIME BEING.

But not forever.

Cause I have no idea how long is that FOREVER.

I wanted to be your painkiller.

I thought my presence in your life will at least make you realise what's wrong and what's right.

However, my thought has not been succeeded YET.

There's still more in my mind.

And, i have no idea when will you be see-ing this post of mine.

And of course,

I still love you kay.

My SmiLe =)

I smelt smokes, suddenly while standing beside you.
I got all E.M.O., after detecting the smokey smell.
I intended not to bother you, after my detection.
I remembered you swearing in front of your friends, saying you've banned yourself from smoking.
Knowing that i don't like people smoking, you said that without thinking twice.
And yet you still, continued to smoke, as if u never said that.
Then now you say, can you don't keep mentioning about that?
Thus so i react, not wanting to smile, because of that.
But I am stupid, stupidly in love, in love with a smoker.
However it is, that childish smoker, he tried to stop smoking.
Depressingly, he remained almost the same, still playing with cigarettes.
one, two, three, four.. It never got less...
But for god sake, I know myself being stupid.. for letting myself into your trap..
I've swore, that i've never wanted, a smoker to be my Bf...
Dear god, how could i? why did i let him in?
Because you are just him.. my second Bf... the one i am currently in love with...
Your presence, have always been, letting me smile so happily...
Even while angry, i still couldn't... stop myself from smiling naturally =)
You are soo funny, making that froggy face, making me nothing other than smiling~
It makes me wanna kiss you, because for heaven's sake, you are just too cute~
Your kiddy smile, with my shy smile, I can still imagine it while grinning at it..
Do you know why i smiled while angrying at you just now? It's you being by my side, who makes me smile =)

s2~Dear, you know I love you~s2

怪你？你想太多。。

有个人。。
很固执。。
以为一切都任由他所想的去进行。。

那个人。。
被宠坏。。
以为一切都像他所说的一样发生。。

他不知。。
那行动。。
以为那只是普通的互动所以如此。。

他笨蛋。。
他白痴。。
以为自己所作所为都是平常事。。

他不懂。。
她心动。。
以为那种对待是普通朋友的沟通。。

他没脑。。
他无知。。
以为一切只带来快乐没有悲伤。。

苦中带甜。。
甜中带苦。。

心知肚明。。
无需表明。。

画下句点。。
步入睡眠。。

你说：

你确定还会有下一次？
我说：‘废话！’

赢了但还是很高兴
我说：‘good lorh eu happy～’

别告诉任何人这个秘密
我说：“O."

加多一个他不会觉得很奇怪吗？
我说：‘harh~~？”

我们刚才好像情侣一样。
我说：‘LOL！’

单身最快乐的了
我说：“hano, freedom~."

是我装傻。。
是我害怕。。
是我逃避。。
是我乱想。。
是我天真。。
是我。。

我想睡了。。
晚安。。

~3Hours~ =)

Say what?
haha~
It was a fun and exciting day again~
approximately 3hours..
was it long or short?
it's just the length of tuition time...
XD
I drove and circled around imperial mall for one round...
There in front of the lobby...
I saw a young man with white T and a pair of jean pants...
Straight away of course i knew there he was...
I stopped in front of the lobby entrance and a fallen tanglung in front of my car...
that funny guy said:' Actually i intended to grab the tanglung.."
And i was like giggling at him and thinking what a silly guy he was...

then again...
PARKSON...==
what's with that face? unfortunately our beautiful MIRI only has this particular place as the favourite hang out spot for young teens and adults... even the elderlies too...==
actually we went there because of this new guy i just knew of his existence...
a guy with a very special name... redrain... 0.0 special horh? :D
a future stylist i bet... he's training under professional stylist...
and met another new sdo-x girl... winnie87 is her ign... :)

oh of course they chat... in hokkien... T_T
i remembered mr redrain GEK pig Hua that Pig Hua contact me first instead of him...
and then Pig Hua said C*B**...... ^_^
then they chat again ROFL!

just a brief chat and meet....
and there's only two of us left again....
where to go?
archery centre lurh~
but, unfortunately, it's monday...
my lovely archery centre has always been having day off on monday... i've forgotten....>_<

then what?
he said wanna drink pearl milk tea...
so i remembered the magic jelly something...
bet he never tried it before... so introduced him to that... and told him the funny method of drinking that magic jelly... POP~~~

nothing else to do?
there's only one place we can go then... CC.... LOL!
another new cc for him... i hate the temperature and air there...
but they have got taiwan sdo there... :D
of course i was the one being bullied... always... =.=
and he showed me one method which he said to keep it a secret.. LOL!
his AIR have got 1.1k combo.... T_T... 1.1k lerh... T_T
An hour gone for that.. :D

lastly horh, stupid shy guy dun dare to take photo!

伤我自尊

CAREFULL S** O** HUA

时间----》记忆-----》回忆

这里。。
本来就是为了让我把记忆存放下来的地方。。
部落格先生为我的忧愁承担了许多。。

打算。。
就称呼你为。。もも囗吧。。。

万岁！！
你终于有个属于你自己的名字了！！

もも囗。。
前些礼拜。。
我都把我的忧伤。。
存放在你这里。。
对不起。。

现在。。
但愿时间流逝。。
会让那记忆变成回忆。。
那感觉变成过去。。
那心情变成曾经。。

我知道。。
它会变成过去的。。
只是这期间。。
我会痛苦一点点。。
感伤一些些。。

但它肯定会变成过去！
因为这种事情。。
这是哦那个心情。。
之前也有过。。
我也克服了。。

只是。。
想想就感觉寂寞。。
是啊。。
一旦我静下心来。。
就会想起那烦死人的寂寞感。。

もも囗。。
就是那时起咯。。
我才会来找你。。

时间。。
快点过去吧。。

你就只有一句----》我不懂

可是我懂。。
差不多差不多懂。。

我了解你比你了解你自己来得多。。
还是你不想去了解你自己？
你害怕面对那不想面对的事实？
你怕你自己懂了，会无法面对它？

你无法入眠。。
必须依靠“累了”才能够不醒人事地睡觉。。
还开玩笑说吃panadol就肯定能入眠。。
但要知道，在乎你的人们会心疼。。

了解别人比了解自己来得多的你。。
这就是你。。

可这是真人真事。。
不是场游戏。。

或许我是在多管闲事。。
但身处朋友身份的我非常在乎你。。
想帮助你。。但你却说没有人能够帮到你。。

那你，能不能帮帮你自己？
交新朋友。。你蛮在行的。。
你。。
可以先慢慢认识你自己，就像刚开始认识一个新朋友一样。。

要是你现在想说我根本不了解你。。
那你了解你自己吗？

有些人不喜欢承认自己在逃避现实的事实。。
对于某些事情，我也是那个“有些人”。。^^
所以不用害羞。。 XD

朋友。。我只想帮你。。请别怪我多管闲事。。

先好好认识你自己。。好吗？