I said i wouldn't want to call you liao since you are soo busy these few days.
And then you said 'Don't like that larh'.
I said i don't know wat time you are free.
You said 'I'm free i ll tell you. I'm free from 8 to 10'
I said I am not free around that time because most of my classes ends at around 5 and then i'll have to exercise for around 1 hour, dinner for around one hour, shower and washing clothes and do some HOMEWORK for around 2hours. in the end, i'll only be available at after 10.30pm at least.
Then you said:' oh, okay, i prefer to msn though.'
But through msn, i'll have to wait for you to reply me. You are always doing some other things when you are chatting such as chat with another few more friends, watched youtube videos, reading your 9gags, read mangas, streaming animes, organising dota games and in a blue moon doing your assignments etc etc etc...
If i call you, i'll be more at ease, knowing that you are focusing on our chat more instead of doing some other things. Besides, it's me the one who normally made the calls, things should have been the other way round in normal couple routine, well at least on balance, if you want to call the boys-and-girls-are-equal quote.
I mean, it's just a matter of five bucks, or ten bucks, or fifteen bucks, or at most thirty bucks, like for A MONTH, since you are such a great-phone-credit-user.
Ohya, Some things arent suppose to be told. They are supposed to be kept inside the heart, let mr. TIME eat them all up. But what if Mr. TIME cant erase them and things just kept on getting stacked up into a mountain full of 'Useless'-thoughts-volcanoe? Wont there be even greater disasters?
I've always been holding up my feelings, trying not to pressurize you when you are with me, have always been 'jaga-ing' your feelings. Making you as happy as you can with all my mighty-puny-heart.
Whenever i have problems regarding you, i have always been keeping it to myself. Only when you made me worry and furious and all-the-negative-things( in my opinion)-you-did combine into one until i cannot withstand it all alone then i'll seek out for other people's help. Like talk to them, or find something crazy or happpier to do RATHER THAN to think about you.
Well i might be having pms, so blame it on pms, as usual.
