Cried...In front of him...

Before today ends, i want today be a kioku.

I shredded my tears in front of you.

It was because i saw how are you.

Annoyed...

Frustrated...

Your brows lifted...

Hence, i don't know what should i do.

And, i don't really remembered what happened, but i know i cried...

A while later, after i mumbled something, you hugged me...

You saw me crying...

You reminded me of how public my blog is..

And hence, for your sake, and for once again, i'll make it private, because i love you.

Trust

Sadness, I took it on the same day it happened to me.

What should i say about that?

I was debating with myself, whether or not this is the right moment to ask about it, and then what should i do when it's the answer i don't want?

Lies, deceives... Truth will be uncovered, no matter how long it takes. And once it is uncovered, disasters is the next.

Trust, is everything everyone needs in any relationships, whether or not it's between friends, families, and your love ones.

Even a small issue, could have ruin the trust. And i doubted it, will love be able to cover up that small hole?

I'll let TIME be my decision, as i have let my patience to be my guidance to the timing.

Being sad, is better than losing trust. As sadness can be erased by happiness. But not trust.

Think, if it's a good lie, and the truth will not give any PERMANENT damages, you may do it. However, if it's a lie in which the Truth will not give any TEMPORARY SCARS, Think again, whether it's worthy to lie.

I've just gotten a hole deep inside my heart. And I am covering it with happiness, nourishing it with time, growing it with love. That's all i can do to subside the permanent scars...

I am glad for the Sincere love you gave me, and i am not stupid enough to end this because of such a small scenario, may time heal the scars you have given me.