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I think i'll work for half days tomorrow.

Dear, I don't think I m going to work. Sorry. I still love you kay.

There's nothing like CONSIDERING-WHOSE-MONEY-IS-IT when in a relationship.

Dear, please LEND me money Now. It's not nice being seen a guy taking money from his GF.

I am gonna BAN myself from SMOKING from today onwards.

Dear, four sticks is counted as an improvement for me d'ya know? It's hard to stop smoking.

WELL~~

I am being considerate.

I let you be all the time.

I want you to think on your own what's good and best for every reaction you DID.

LAO PO is the Biggest.

Oh is it?

Then can i ask you to stop Dota-ING?

No way.

I will never ask yo to do that.

I KNOW you will BREAK the PROMISE if i make you promise that.

I NEVER asked you to PROMISE me to STOP SMOKING.

Because I know you COULDN'T do it.

You always tell me about your life.

Well of course I am very willing to know bout it.

Cause, you are my BF and it's my RESPONSIBILITY to learn more about you and your life sounds more interesting.

For guys, it's like:

1. FRIENDS FOR LIFE

2. DOTA FOR LIFE

3. SMOKES FOR LIFE

Aahh... It's not for EVERY guys.

It's just for a CERTAIN and PARTICULAR guy.

Don't BLAME me for complaining it LOUD at HERE.

We don't like FIGHTS.

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I've been imagining you creating an XDO account like mine.

Dear, I know you will not change and play XDO for the sake of your GF.

I've been wanting a BF who does not smoke.

Dear, I know smokers that's why i don't make you Quit smoking.

I've been yearning to buy this and that for XDO.

Dear, I SAID and TOLD you that i will not buy so i won't.

For me, XDO is like a drug that i am addicted to and you being there with me is my painkiller for not taking the drug.

I know what's good and best for me so i stop investing money on SDO for THE TIME BEING.

But not forever.

Cause I have no idea how long is that FOREVER.

I wanted to be your painkiller.

I thought my presence in your life will at least make you realise what's wrong and what's right.

However, my thought has not been succeeded YET.

There's still more in my mind.

And, i have no idea when will you be see-ing this post of mine.

And of course,

I still love you kay.

My SmiLe =)

I smelt smokes, suddenly while standing beside you.
I got all E.M.O., after detecting the smokey smell.
I intended not to bother you, after my detection.
I remembered you swearing in front of your friends, saying you've banned yourself from smoking.
Knowing that i don't like people smoking, you said that without thinking twice.
And yet you still, continued to smoke, as if u never said that.
Then now you say, can you don't keep mentioning about that?
Thus so i react, not wanting to smile, because of that.
But I am stupid, stupidly in love, in love with a smoker.
However it is, that childish smoker, he tried to stop smoking.
Depressingly, he remained almost the same, still playing with cigarettes.
one, two, three, four.. It never got less...
But for god sake, I know myself being stupid.. for letting myself into your trap..
I've swore, that i've never wanted, a smoker to be my Bf...
Dear god, how could i? why did i let him in?
Because you are just him.. my second Bf... the one i am currently in love with...
Your presence, have always been, letting me smile so happily...
Even while angry, i still couldn't... stop myself from smiling naturally =)
You are soo funny, making that froggy face, making me nothing other than smiling~
It makes me wanna kiss you, because for heaven's sake, you are just too cute~
Your kiddy smile, with my shy smile, I can still imagine it while grinning at it..
Do you know why i smiled while angrying at you just now? It's you being by my side, who makes me smile =)

s2~Dear, you know I love you~s2