无所不缺，有缺

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到处都是0.
太闲空绝非好事。
就像现在一样，无所事事。
单单面对这平面图都觉得日子好难过，干脆去死。。
没啦。。。
厌倦这几天没头尾地过活。。。
怀念那有目标的日子。。。
该死的怪理念。。。
空洞的日子比地狱来的难熬，虽然没见过地狱。
什么都有但什么都没有的感觉，好讽刺。
缺少了什么，心知肚明。
笔记不下来。
只知道心里有空洞。。
太无聊了！

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吃一堑，长一智

懊恼，在于不明白他人的想法
感伤，只因我选择离开了他
悲伤，是因为还爱着他
后悔，全都怪与他

我很傻，但也不傻
人，总不能事事顺利
人，总不能一切顺心
人，总不能打败光阴
人，始终得面对事实

那燃烧的火焰
那炽热的心情
那不灭的纯情
那高涨的情绪

我懊恼的，感伤的，悲伤的，后悔的。。。

最终，还是得抛弃他。。。

决心，信心，一切澎湃的心理。。。

搜藏起来！搜藏起来！
打败他，超越他，胜于他！
藏好他，收好他，管好他！
珍惜他，想好他，应用他！

我转，我绕，我跳！
我决定了！
我得好好利用它！
那时光所累积起来的经验。。。

心，始终有点小创伤。
没办法，
事事非愿，
再见了，我的爱。。。

More crazy!

yeah...
the fact is, i get addicted to Sdo-x at tis time---SPM is coming real soon...
tis is indeed the most stupid thing a person would choose to undergo at these time...
damn it la, why pop out this year but not last year...
last year cant even play...
haiye...
and then that thingy made me spent RM70...
sob, RM70 e...
i can do so many things with it...
but that's only a small case..
in fact, i wasted my time on such thing...
play sdo 5 hours, study one hour....
sob...
wat kind of stupid discipline is that...
haiyo...
that thing kept on itching me only...
tis is so crazy....
what a WISE decision i ve made...
10 days?
ya...
ten days nia..
and i ve still got a whole bunch of knowledge which i not yet absorbed...
geez...
what the hell...

every time you kiss me

everytime you kissed me
I trembled like a child

gathering the roses

we sang for the hope
your very voice is in my heartbeat
sweeter than my dream
we were there in everlasting bloom

roses die
the secret is inside the pain
winds are high up on the hill
I cannot hear you
come and hold me close
I’m shivering cold in the heart of rain
darkness falls, I’m calling for the dawn

silver dishes for the memories for the days gone by
singing for the promises
tomorrow may bring
I harbour all the old affection
roses of the past
darkness falls, and summer will be gone

joys of the daylight
shadows of the starlight
everything was sweet by your side, my love
ruby tears have come to me for your last words
I’m here just singing my song of woe
waiting for you, my love

[samia mia ii sama tia
disama ia mafia
mistia ii samantia
kastiria ira imenitara]

[morta asore
amorita midora
arta karia imifita midola]

now let my happiness sing inside my dream……….

everytime your kissed me
my heart was in such pain
gathering the roses
we sang of the grief
your very voice is in my heartbeat
sweeter than despair
we were there, in everlasting bloom

underneath the stars
shaded by the flowers
kiss me in the summer day gloom, my love
you are all my pleasure, my hope and my song
I will be here dreaming in the past
untill you come
untill we close our eyes

Tonight i feel close to you....

close my eyes and feel your mind
time has passed
I walk like a shadow
never knew
what I am going through
you touch my hand and take my breath away

whisper on the wind so softly
let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
reach for your hand (you're holding my key)
and you show me the way

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

all the tears that haunt my past
you promised
it'll be better tomorrow
play that song
you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain

tender rain drops from the blue sky
flowers blooming, life is so divine
like sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
you show the world to me

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

so much love in this beautiful world
search for the brightest star in the sky
you will find the meaning of love
don't be afraid (don't be afraid), just be yourself (just be yourself)
we need this love... I've never knew

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one