Friday, November 5, 2010

你就只有一句----》我不懂


可是我懂。。
差不多差不多懂。。

我了解你比你了解你自己来得多。。
还是你不想去了解你自己?
你害怕面对那不想面对的事实?
你怕你自己懂了,会无法面对它?

你无法入眠。。
必须依靠累了才能够不醒人事地睡觉。。
还开玩笑说吃panadol就肯定能入眠。。
但要知道,在乎你的人们会心疼。。

了解别人比了解自己来得多的你。。
这就是你。。

可这是真人真事。。
不是场游戏。。

或许我是在多管闲事。。
但身处朋友身份的我非常在乎你。。
想帮助你。。但你却说没有人能够帮到你。。

那你,能不能帮帮你自己?
交新朋友。。你蛮在行的。。
你。。
可以先慢慢认识你自己,就像刚开始认识一个新朋友一样。。

要是你现在想说我根本不了解你。。
那你了解你自己吗?

有些人不喜欢承认自己在逃避现实的事实。。
对于某些事情,我也是那个有些人。。^^
所以不用害羞。。 XD


朋友。。我只想帮你。。请别怪我多管闲事。。


先好好认识你自己。。好吗?

Sunday, October 31, 2010

很高兴认识你



带着忐忑的心情
驾驶那迷你车子
我不由自主地怀疑
我的决定是否是对的?


远望那酒店lobby

寻找那陌生的身子
抱着不太大的希望
慢慢行驶至那里


远看见一个男人
手中拿着手提电话
在那门口徘徊
看似摸不着头脑似的

不知我俩是否对望

不知我俩是否心有灵犀

就在那一刻

我知道他很不一样

很自然地
他走到车子的左边
很自然地
我将车门锁打开


***********************************************************************

我知道
你就是他
而你知道

我就是她


你上了车
我继续驾驶
你对我说的第一句话

很高兴认识你


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在这之前

我们chatting的次数

少的可以用手指来数一数

然而当晚碰面
我们

却能像感情浓厚的朋友一样
谈笑欢乐
共度那短暂的夜晚
留下了奇怪的记忆


很高兴认识你
是由你来说的
而我




也很高兴认识你



Saturday, October 30, 2010

GREAT 12HOURS

Yesterday...
Should I call it CRAZY?
yeaa, I think i Should..

But I will Not List Every Single Thing HERE..
As I love to keep it as my own SECRET...

Well, I should at least SHARE the TIME...
It was around 10.30am, we met...

Then? What?
It's normal...
Breakfast...

Movie...PS: the NOOB-EST movie i've ever seen... that fake-ish snake... bluek!!!


Oh ya, went to King's too... :D
I bet the left hand is bearing the purplish-green marks now.. *giggles



Then,
i am not the driver.. AGAIN...
Well i can trust him now... He's the best driver i've ever seen...

Went to a motor shop inside krokop... though still i have no idea of what is what...
Asking for the price or a certain part of an engine i GUESS... :D

Then, to E-MART! *fainted
To the CC of course..
Fortuitous meeting brought us to one of his hometown' friend...
I DUN LIKE THAT COLOURED-HAIR GUY!

Well of course we went and sit down and play there... for an hour... and more...
I left him there, as i need to fetch my stupid brother back home... DONE...

Traffic jam...
Made me have a thought of couldn't make it on time for it...
And the clouds... quite dark actually...

But Thank GOD...
Everything went well...
That person bought a fake magnetic dangle... saying that felt better with a thing surrounding the wrist... *@.@

Reached there...
weird... But FUN!
Because first time being there with A FRIEND ONLY~
I will not share the details^^

Then...
Dinner...
At Sanga or Sango sushi restaurant( forgotten the exact name..= =)

WE COULDN'T FINISH OUR BENTO SET!!
SUCH A WASTE!! too full i think...
I LEFT HALF OF MY FOOD UNTOUCHED!
HE LEFT ALL OF HIS SUSHI THERE( His bento set was rm35...=.=... OMG!)
But ALL the fresh fish were eaten.. :D

I thought that was the end of the day...
So i went to kah ming's house to pick up my exercises..

BUT...
You know la...
that kind of feeling...
though exhausted but still wanted to get even more tired until the end of the day...

And so i left the house again...

THE END



The Details are yet to be remained a secret... :D


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Thank You, For All The M's You have given to me

Yeah...
I was definitely talking to you...
All these time...

However,
It seems like everything...
Changed...

After all,
You Weren't real..
Right?

Even though you said...
We are counted as Real Friend...
But then...

That night,
Everything happened in a fast pace...
It's only a....

Yume...
A lovely Dream....
A Dream oF the dream of the night...

Miraculously,
you called me...
you wanted to talk about it to me...

That was On the second night..
After we met..
And you Said an unexpected thing..

I'll miss you...



The Heart,
Opens a little wider..
Day after day...

But these continues...
just for a week...
A very short period...

Because...
You seems to get further away...
Day after Day...

And Now...
I felt like...
We are strangers...

It's just like,
When you first ask me...
'You Are From Miri, Right?'

Those Memories,
Are still clear as pure water...
Deep in my mind...

But do you care?
Never Mind...

I would only love to say...

I am Glad..
To meet you...
The Mysterious guy..
Who gave me a Mystical Night..
Which was like A Miracle..
The Memory to be kept always..

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

你不是我的

原本啊。。
我已忘了你的脸孔。。
还想。。
忘了就算了。。

可是奇迹般的。。
你把你的自拍照放了上去。。
又让我想起当晚。。

起初。。
你说是最美好的一夜。。
不久。。
就换成是最疯癫的一晚。。

你不懂。。
疯癫跟美好差很远。。
小气的我。。
自然很在意。。

发现了。。
你不是我的。。


有一晚。。
你奇迹般的那么叫我。。
大概你还乐在其中。。

你病了后。。
一切就回到了原点。。

如果生病也能让我回到原点。。
那让我生病好了。。

可上天只让你忘了当晚的奇迹。。
却不让我忘掉。。

真希望当晚只是场梦。。
好让那美梦永久停留在我自个儿的笨脑袋瓜里。。

思念。。
很痛苦。。

两年多了。。
我没经历那般感觉。。

现在像暴风雨一样。。
呼啸而来。。

认识你,是件好事, 还是坏事呢?