shocked...
surprised...
flabbergasted...
what else?
sad...
depressed...
lose...
anything i could tink of the negative side, it all appeared on me...
at first, i thought y did god chose me as the one to be punished with that kind of thing..
then i came out with a solution that maybe god took that because i was going to receive sumthing...
but,NO...
nothing happen...
all that happened was-- i lose in those matches, i lost my happy vacation, and most importantly, I ALMOST LOST MY BEST FRIEND.
she seems unstable... now too, maybe...
i thought everything was going as i planned, where everything wasnt going anything as i planned...
the first day, everything turned upside down.
ah mi suddenly dont care bout me... that's the first surprise present for me...
after that, i heard that she was mad about me...
but Y? i didnt do anything wrong? i cant remember a thing that i did wrong...
my world came crumbling, eyes welled with tears, but i withstand it...
i dont know who i should find to talk to... not ah boon and jia wen, and of course not ah mi who was mad at me...
so a SMS my dear HELPer, who i trust half half-ly...
i SMS "wht did i do wrong?" sumting like that...
and then he called me straight away...
haiz, stupid me was like holding back my tears when i talked...
and of course he knew it since my voice was trembling...
okay la.... lazy to talk bout him already...
while i was going thorough the trauma of shocked by ahmi's madness of me, all i could thought of was I WANTED TO GO ONLINE AND JOT ALL OF MY FEELINGS HERE.
and that's what i was doing now...
however, at the evening time of the second day, ahmi suddenly came to sit with me in the bus...
awkwardly, i asked her again. but still, no answer...
there's a big wall between us, that's what i thought that moment...
haiz, then we go eat satay lo... big and fat satay...
that's when this big SARAWAKIAN"S family first sat together at the same table...
it was a happy meal... i drank coconut juice... jerry too, as well as ahmi...
there's one scene where i sucked the juice out but instead i made a loud "chuu-chuu" sound...
that's when morrison JIO me again, with mika...
and then later, ahmi sent me one message that i've slightly known for what had happened to ahmi...
no details of course... let us be the only two who knew it...
and then, at the midnight of our last competition...
ah mi talked HEART to me...
of course ah mi cried...
since we talked heart...
and of course i cried...
i have a heart okay? but i remained calm and smiley, to listen to her... and of course i m not good at giveing opinions, i HATE my DONt-noe-HOW-to-give-opinion-self...
Oh ya! ah boon has got a new galfren!!!! congrate...
but, to tell u the truth boon, i dont really like that girl... since i saw the GELI de messages... SOrry boon! dont angry k?
BACK!!! the whole trip was like, repeating the same whole thing...
even i did my best in that competition, i still dont tink i did my best... stupid me...
go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i liked those challenges...
well...
i ve met sum cool kids during this trip...
there's JASON SIAW, WAN FARIS(FARAH), HELMON, MEG, and Jerry...
here's sum picture i took during an before everything....
me jia wen felicia at secret recipe(MINES)
ME, FARAH, HALMON(TOO BAD MY FACE WAS HALVED)
jERRY AND ME
JIA WEN, JASON AND ME
A PIC IN BUS
NICE SHOT
...... PAI SEH...
END OF TOURNAMENT-SARAWAK TEAM!!!
HURHA...
flabbergasted...
what else?
sad...
depressed...
lose...
anything i could tink of the negative side, it all appeared on me...
at first, i thought y did god chose me as the one to be punished with that kind of thing..
then i came out with a solution that maybe god took that because i was going to receive sumthing...
but,NO...
nothing happen...
all that happened was-- i lose in those matches, i lost my happy vacation, and most importantly, I ALMOST LOST MY BEST FRIEND.
she seems unstable... now too, maybe...
i thought everything was going as i planned, where everything wasnt going anything as i planned...
the first day, everything turned upside down.
ah mi suddenly dont care bout me... that's the first surprise present for me...
after that, i heard that she was mad about me...
but Y? i didnt do anything wrong? i cant remember a thing that i did wrong...
my world came crumbling, eyes welled with tears, but i withstand it...
i dont know who i should find to talk to... not ah boon and jia wen, and of course not ah mi who was mad at me...
so a SMS my dear HELPer, who i trust half half-ly...
i SMS "wht did i do wrong?" sumting like that...
and then he called me straight away...
haiz, stupid me was like holding back my tears when i talked...
and of course he knew it since my voice was trembling...
okay la.... lazy to talk bout him already...
while i was going thorough the trauma of shocked by ahmi's madness of me, all i could thought of was I WANTED TO GO ONLINE AND JOT ALL OF MY FEELINGS HERE.
and that's what i was doing now...
however, at the evening time of the second day, ahmi suddenly came to sit with me in the bus...
awkwardly, i asked her again. but still, no answer...
there's a big wall between us, that's what i thought that moment...
haiz, then we go eat satay lo... big and fat satay...
that's when this big SARAWAKIAN"S family first sat together at the same table...
it was a happy meal... i drank coconut juice... jerry too, as well as ahmi...
there's one scene where i sucked the juice out but instead i made a loud "chuu-chuu" sound...
that's when morrison JIO me again, with mika...
and then later, ahmi sent me one message that i've slightly known for what had happened to ahmi...
no details of course... let us be the only two who knew it...
and then, at the midnight of our last competition...
ah mi talked HEART to me...
of course ah mi cried...
since we talked heart...
and of course i cried...
i have a heart okay? but i remained calm and smiley, to listen to her... and of course i m not good at giveing opinions, i HATE my DONt-noe-HOW-to-give-opinion-self...
Oh ya! ah boon has got a new galfren!!!! congrate...
but, to tell u the truth boon, i dont really like that girl... since i saw the GELI de messages... SOrry boon! dont angry k?
BACK!!! the whole trip was like, repeating the same whole thing...
even i did my best in that competition, i still dont tink i did my best... stupid me...
go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i liked those challenges...
well...
i ve met sum cool kids during this trip...
there's JASON SIAW, WAN FARIS(FARAH), HELMON, MEG, and Jerry...
here's sum picture i took during an before everything....
me jia wen felicia at secret recipe(MINES)
ME, FARAH, HALMON(TOO BAD MY FACE WAS HALVED)
jERRY AND ME
JIA WEN, JASON AND ME
A PIC IN BUS
NICE SHOT
...... PAI SEH...
END OF TOURNAMENT-SARAWAK TEAM!!!
HURHA...
wah...u both cried? Haha...so touched d friendship..haha^^ =)
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