FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER

I'll Love you, FOREVER.

I'll be waiting for you, FOREVER.

I'll never give up on you, FOREVER.

You'll always be my dream Girl or Boy, FOREVER.

We'll live happily, FOREVER and EVER.

I promise you, FOREVER.

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUT IT OUT GUYS!!!!!!

What's with all these FOREVERSSSSSSS??? Have you guys ever think about what you talk before your mouth spilled out something like those SWEET-SWEET phrases above?

*PUKE

Definitions of Forever:-

1.For everlasting time;

2.For a limitless time;

3.For a very long or seemingly ENDLESS time.

Okay, Oh my my... It's tired to know the word 'Forever' to have quite a Load of definitions and it's FOREVER to know the Exact meaning.

I don't really like it when couples announced to the whole world( via facebook or Twitter or Friendster or any other social network) in which they are gonna love each other FOREVER and then I was like, 'Hurh? Forever? Are you sure?'

If you are a person who has the same thoughts as i am and your partner cannot understand why did you never mentioned the word 'FOREVER' in any sweet-talked you have had with your partner, explain to them! Explain in a way that you can keep his/her heart on you to the fullest even after you have explained. Dont Tell him/her something like ' I don't think there's such a thing as 'forever' in this world, so i would prefer not to use that.'

Oh my my, you are soo dull you've just broken my heart. It only shows how coward you are and how fearful you are towards any future of togetherness with him/her.

Then how should you explain? Oh there's one easy way i've gotten here. Just tell him/her that:'I won't use the word FOREVER but i'll try my very own best to give both of us the kind of future we want. We can never be certain of the kind of future we have, but i am sure it's gonna be a good one, a bright future where there's you and me. ( oh ya don't forget to add something sweet behind if you know what i mean).'

Oh yeah.. That is the kind of sweet-talk where you don't have the need to use the word 'forever'.

So when can you use the word 'forever' if you can't even use it in your sweet-talk? Ahhh... When you vow to God i am sure you'll need it, especially when you are wearing gowns or tuxedos.

You can even use the word 'forever' when you are sorta fed up with your endless work, something like, ' Oh god, this is forever'.

There are still many occasions where you can use that word. If you meant something endless in a jokingly manner, go ahead~ But if you meant it in a serious manner, then think seriously before you use it.

For me, 'Forever' itselves meant for only three things. It's either you are Joking, or you thought you can do what you say FOREVER and then ended up failing on me( considered as JOKING), or you really can do it Forever.

Oh ya, TELL YOUR PAPA AND MAMA THAT YOU'LL LOVE THEM FOREVER!!!!

The Break Ups... And the Marrriage

I've heard some of breaking ups recently. My tomodachi in Riam Tech.. And my dear's friend...

The fact that i Hate break ups will never change.. No one likes break ups..
However, those two break ups i've heard of, are mainly because of the so-called DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP thingy.

Well, it's not like distance relationship will never work. i've got two close friends who are having distance relationship. They did well as normally like how a DAY-DAY-STICK-TOGETHER-COUPLES did. They chat, they sweet-talk( no intimacy though), they fought, but still they stay close together. They meet only a few times in a year, another friend of mine didn't even get to meet with his GF because of his financial problem, he's only waiting for his gf to visit him when she's got the chance. The guy complaint to me that he was being useless but still they are doing great, as amazingly as i thought they are amazing for being able to maintain such an amazing relationship.

It's sweet, seeing couples stick together everyday, every hour, every minute. And as amazingly they won't get bored with each other, it's very amazing that they have each other in every seconds of their life. This kind of togetherness is not what every couples can withstand of. Different couples have different ways and style of maintaining their relationship and moving on with their lives. I am in between those two though. =)

But what makes a relationship a failure? Mainly, it's because of the lack of TRUST. There's several Main Trust that some couples need to know :-
1.Distance-Trust, ( Awww~ There's this thing call : 'even when we are apart, you'll always be in my heart', though sometimes i don't really approve on it. )
2.Togetherness-Trust,
3.Time-Spending-Trust, (give each other some personal time, the world is not always between YOU AND ME ONLY)
4.Money-Trust, 5.Intimacy-Trust, ( Once in a while, intimacy is needed. It keeps your relationship boiling. ^^ )
6.Opposite-Sex-Trust ( For some cases, homosexual did happen even when you are heterosexual. Be careful. LOL!)
7.Life-style-Trust 8.Honesty-Trust
9. blablabla
10. etc. ( slacking off....)

Well, every couple have their very own way to trust each other though. I just hate break ups and it doesnt change the fact that it's Prince William And Princess Kate's Marriage today! =)

Fractures of Emotion

It's uncontrollable, wasn't it? For me, it is. Once i settle down myself, my mind tends to wander around. While being in this state of mine, i wander towards it automatically. It's not like i purposely think about it, but it came in unintentionally. And so i let my mind wander. As i couldn't control what my true emotions are.

It's crystal clear, like how truthful an innocent kid is.

Care and gentleness.. It has been a while since i've felt them. =)

Silence kills, not directly but slowly. Just like a cancerous cell.

kioku heals, bit by bit but not a lot. =)

My Quote is true.

Life is Breathless. Pacing in a tremendous speed. My slow Footstep ain't catching up, until i hold onto it again.

Happy Easter Day =)

I've known nothing about Easter Day... I thought Easter was on Friday.. But Friday was Good Friday..

And I've known that Some Christians starved from Good Friday until Happy Easter Day. For a person like me who has never been extremely involved with Christianity and never have i been trying to learn about Christianity Deeply, what do you expect me to know? Those are new stuffs to me. I am still a child or maybe a baby when it comes to the world of Christianity.

I was born in a family who has no religious. But my cousins does. So did my BF. And so did my friends.

Among all of the religions, i love christian the most. I am not trying to attack other religions or so, i just love the way the Christian show their affections towards their Lord.

However, Christians are then subdivided to different Denominations. I've been exposed to S.I.B. , Methodists, and Roman Catholic. For S.I.B. and Methodists, I've involved myself with those youth activities and Sunday Schools. As For Roman Catholic's, i attended few times of Morning Mass and a Station of the Cross.

I found several differences between those three:-
1. I seldom saw SIB's kids or teenagers attending mass with their parents. Most of them went for Sunday schools or Sunday activities while their parents are attending the mass. i mean Most of them.
2. The Rhyme the SIB's sang during masses are very cheerful most of the time.
3. blablabla
4. etc etc etc
5. *yawns
....

I am tired... Gonna sleep soon.

The reason why i wrote this blog is because someone said i am not sincere. Okay Fine. How do you suppose a person to be sincere on something one hasn't known about, like immediately? I agreed with you when you first brought me there and i found it to be amazing because it was different from any other churches i've been attending in the past. The kneeling especially. I was told it is an act of respect towards Lord. You've told me not to kneel before Him when during that time i have no idea about what does kneeling mean. And now that i know what does kneeling mean, i've no idea who and how and at what state should a person be kneeling to our Lord.

Still.. Happy Easter Day.. =)

Home Alone =|

Tuna Bun?( H C B )

It was A fun day earlier. Hanging out with my old pals----> Archery friends. Not to mention meeting up with kimmie~ i need photos, PHOTOS for that.. =(

When i got home, there's no one so i thought they might be home by 6 or 7pm but still.... i am HOME ALONE...

i got bored... nothing to do actually... thinking of starbucks, starbucks, starbucks( ah siong T_T bring me to starbucks please T_T)....STARBUCKS...

Then i thought about my dear, hanging out with his Boyfriend( sigh, u must have had so much fun while i was sulking at home... T_T, both Eexin and Yeesian mentioned about you when i saw them at PC fair you know... Sigh... )

And so i made myself a Dinner..

Actually i microwaved it ONLY.... Ngahahahahaa.... A simple dish yet a homely feeling =)

You Won't get this if you are not Home =)

Between... I am having sore-throat out of nowhere.. Cis.... =(